fourth of juuuuuly.

this is the first fourth of july that i haven't been in brewster- wanting to kill myself.
regardless, i am in my house, it is raining outside. and i'm with my sister. we've been watching movies all day. sooner or later, i'm going to take a shower, get my act together and call sammy, so that her & i can go out and buy some cigarettes for tomorrow. i wish they were as involved in this as i am. i might just go out and buy them for myself.
my mom has called at least 5 times today. "hm. what was i going to say?" oh, right. you called to make sure we weren't having people over. whatever, i'm tryna be in delaware.
i have to find coolant for my car cause the temperature has been going up & down- not good.

anyway, this is a new blog; annie has decided that i needed to make one so that i can use my wacom pad all the time. i've used it once since i got it. this being the second drawing i've made.

i'm not going to update for a while, so maybe i'll actually have something to write about next time.

k. i'm going to go take a shower.