todays feelings:

i definitely slept until 6pm
which is probably why i'm up now.
i hope ryan gets into a terrible accident
rachel and her other 15 year old friends are idiots and i hope they're in the car with ryan whilst getting into the accident
hopefully they will not survive
i do not want to go to school/work on monday
or tuesday.
my paycheck was not up to my expectations this past thursday
i kind of really want to quit
but i can't, because i'm too lazy
it was really nice outside today
but i didn't do anything besides have 2 cigarettes on my back deck
and then went to cvs to buy tampons & other shit
i have a feeling that i'm not going to make enough money to buy myself a car come september... i think i need to find a second job.
my mother is being kind of a cunt again
when is that ever different from any other day?
i need to install my tablet into this computer
along with norton anti-virus
i'm not tired
i'm really thirsty
i might kill ruby
and millie had another seizure today
it terrified me
then my mom pissed me off
i hope she gets a hemorrhoid in her asshole
i hope ryan gets a hemorrhoid in his head, and pops a vein ;)
slash, has a seizure and half of his face stops working
hahahah
hahahaha
hahahah
ha.
i am cynical
i don't care
& done.